[ Ajax wishes he understood the intent behind Zhongli's words. Perhaps it's simply that Zhongli doesn't know any better what Ajax really is to want to see all of him. If he did, surely he wouldn't have such praise like that to express, right? Maybe, it's just a fleeting form of beauty, a momentary point in time where he is precious because they are riding this raw intensity wavelength together.
(Or maybe every single thing Zhongli said is sincere and true than anything Ajax has ever known. But Ajax feels something in his chest twist unpleasantly at the consideration, because that is infinitely the worst of the two possibilities, isn't it? Zhongli won't stay. For The fox that has known so very little, these past many hours that barely add up to two days feel like his entire lifetime. Zhongli means everything to him in that span of time. But for Zhongli, even the kidding knows that it's not even a long time for a human, nevermind an adeptus or yokai.)
He doesn't want to run this all with his mind drifting to places he shouldn't do he focuses on Zhongli, make it his priority to do and give everything the adeptus wants from him. Even if he doesn't know how, he'll learn just to be able to give it to Zhongli.
Breath heavy, he feels an insatiable need to want to touch the other even if he agreed to let Zhongli do everything. Feeling Zhongli inside of him is incredible but surreal, and he wants to cling and touch and pleasure the other as much as he wants to feel it.
Patience really is oh so difficult for Ajax when what he wants is so close to his reach. ]
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(Or maybe every single thing Zhongli said is sincere and true than anything Ajax has ever known. But Ajax feels something in his chest twist unpleasantly at the consideration, because that is infinitely the worst of the two possibilities, isn't it? Zhongli won't stay. For The fox that has known so very little, these past many hours that barely add up to two days feel like his entire lifetime. Zhongli means everything to him in that span of time. But for Zhongli, even the kidding knows that it's not even a long time for a human, nevermind an adeptus or yokai.)
He doesn't want to run this all with his mind drifting to places he shouldn't do he focuses on Zhongli, make it his priority to do and give everything the adeptus wants from him. Even if he doesn't know how, he'll learn just to be able to give it to Zhongli.
Breath heavy, he feels an insatiable need to want to touch the other even if he agreed to let Zhongli do everything. Feeling Zhongli inside of him is incredible but surreal, and he wants to cling and touch and pleasure the other as much as he wants to feel it.
Patience really is oh so difficult for Ajax when what he wants is so close to his reach. ]