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[ Chili one-shots ]
[ Zhongli takes Ajax's hand in his, warm and strong as he is led around the Inazuma countryside. His guide is enthusiastic and cheery, obviously trying to provide the best experience possible. And so Zhongli returns that warmth, talking animatedly about what catches the kitsune's attention, also dragging him to scenic views to sit and rest a while so that they can be admired, and asking question about question (probably too many) about Inazuman history.
The change in Ajax's demeanor when they enter they shrine is quick and apparent, Zhongli now giving the hand in his a comforting squeeze. He quiets as well, not wanting to disturb the other too much. It's not like he hasn't seen something like this before— the remnants of a place of worship tainted either because its deity has perished or succumbed to the darker forces of this world. It's painful though to see a place that was once so vibrant drowning in this oppressive energy. Actually seeing Inazuma's fall from grace (no matter how it tried to present itself as otherwise) was painful to see.
(Was it Ajax's job to check these seals? Remember those who had fallen? Both seem like logical conclusions for a nine-tails.)
Eventually when they get near to the shrine itself, Zhongli will turn to Ajax and ask quietly: ]
Who did they worship here precisely?
The change in Ajax's demeanor when they enter they shrine is quick and apparent, Zhongli now giving the hand in his a comforting squeeze. He quiets as well, not wanting to disturb the other too much. It's not like he hasn't seen something like this before— the remnants of a place of worship tainted either because its deity has perished or succumbed to the darker forces of this world. It's painful though to see a place that was once so vibrant drowning in this oppressive energy. Actually seeing Inazuma's fall from grace (no matter how it tried to present itself as otherwise) was painful to see.
(Was it Ajax's job to check these seals? Remember those who had fallen? Both seem like logical conclusions for a nine-tails.)
Eventually when they get near to the shrine itself, Zhongli will turn to Ajax and ask quietly: ]
Who did they worship here precisely?
[ When Zhongli's hand squeezes his reassuringly his ears flit in acknowledgement and his own hand tightened a little around the others. Ajax does look up at the question, but he doesn't immediately turn to Zhongli, and there is a moment of quiet behind he speaks up. ] The Hakushin Kitsune, Lady Saiguu.
[ He's quite sure the other will know who that is considering his age. ] This one was special because the people of the village really adored her. But, the village has been also abandoned for a long time now.
[ Ajax blinks as he feels it start to drizzle, a low rumble coming from above. ] Rain...? Hopefully nothing major.
[ He's quite sure the other will know who that is considering his age. ] This one was special because the people of the village really adored her. But, the village has been also abandoned for a long time now.
[ Ajax blinks as he feels it start to drizzle, a low rumble coming from above. ] Rain...? Hopefully nothing major.
[ Zhongli holds out his free hand to catch a few stray raindrops within his palm. Rain. It could mean that Ei's lightning was soon to follow, but perhaps it was also a remnant of the long lost feeling of the former Kitsune, weeping for all that had come to pass. Either way— ]
She was as fearless as she was mischievous. It's hard to imagine that her successor is somehow more calmer than she was. But such is the product of the people of that time.
[ Even if Ajax does not turn to look at Zhongli, Zhongli turns to face him with a concerned and questioning look. Gods and immortals never truly die, just leave their festering feelings to rot within the earth if unchecked. At least, that is how it was in Liyue. Surely, the Hakushin Kitsune deserved more than to be a blight on the country that she gave her life for. ]
Is there naught we can do to help purify this miasma? Without the faith of her people present here, it may never be fully cleansed but it would be a shame to not to be able to do anything for her.
She was as fearless as she was mischievous. It's hard to imagine that her successor is somehow more calmer than she was. But such is the product of the people of that time.
[ Even if Ajax does not turn to look at Zhongli, Zhongli turns to face him with a concerned and questioning look. Gods and immortals never truly die, just leave their festering feelings to rot within the earth if unchecked. At least, that is how it was in Liyue. Surely, the Hakushin Kitsune deserved more than to be a blight on the country that she gave her life for. ]
Is there naught we can do to help purify this miasma? Without the faith of her people present here, it may never be fully cleansed but it would be a shame to not to be able to do anything for her.
[ When Zhongli is lifted, he easily slides his legs around Childe, ankles hooked at the small of his back and pressed against the door so that Childe does not have to bear the brunt of all of his weight. It's intoxicating - feeling Childe's hands wander and caress parts of him that have never been touched before. To be kissed again and again enthusiastically as Childe explores him.
Quiet and embarrassing sounds (if Zhongli had enough presence of mind to be embarrassed) start slipping past his lips as well as the quiet mantra of Childe's name. Childe Childe Childe.
Though even in his current diminished capacity, Zhongli is a firm believe of equality and fairness and does not back down just because something is new and unfamiliar. So his own hands begin mimicking Childe's touches, one after another, mirroring his actions. Off-balance as he is, he does not have enough presence of mind to properly distinguish Childe's reactions to his touches and thus Zhongli continues to stroke and caress him in the ways that he finds personally pleasing. Is he furthering exposing his own vulnerabilities? Yes. Does he mind in the slightest? Not at all.
Strange. Childe was a Harbinger, a bringer of death from another nation, was rumored to have attempted to drown Liyue Harbor if the gossip of the town were to be believe. And yet Zhongli felt nothing but safe and cared for here in Snezhnaya and here in his arms. ]
You always---
[ The words are a faint whisper lost in the throes of everything else that Zhongli was experiencing. ]
You have always taken care of me.
Quiet and embarrassing sounds (if Zhongli had enough presence of mind to be embarrassed) start slipping past his lips as well as the quiet mantra of Childe's name. Childe Childe Childe.
Though even in his current diminished capacity, Zhongli is a firm believe of equality and fairness and does not back down just because something is new and unfamiliar. So his own hands begin mimicking Childe's touches, one after another, mirroring his actions. Off-balance as he is, he does not have enough presence of mind to properly distinguish Childe's reactions to his touches and thus Zhongli continues to stroke and caress him in the ways that he finds personally pleasing. Is he furthering exposing his own vulnerabilities? Yes. Does he mind in the slightest? Not at all.
Strange. Childe was a Harbinger, a bringer of death from another nation, was rumored to have attempted to drown Liyue Harbor if the gossip of the town were to be believe. And yet Zhongli felt nothing but safe and cared for here in Snezhnaya and here in his arms. ]
You always---
[ The words are a faint whisper lost in the throes of everything else that Zhongli was experiencing. ]
You have always taken care of me.
Really Lady Yae...? [ not that would say Yae was uncalm it anything, but ... well she maybe kind of bullies him sometimes when they meet. Not that he's admitting to that!
When Zhongli asks about clearing the miasma, Ajax nods, tails moving a little excitedly. Normally he's not very enthusiastic about this since it's all rather morbid, but Zhongli doesn't have to know the full truth about it either. The idea that he can assist with a task Zhongli wants to see happen is the most important part here to this fix youkai who can't help but want to show off what he can do! ]
Actually that's why we are here. I can't cleanse all of it, I would need someone else who could break all the seals and purify the miasma themselves, but I can significantly reduce it so it does not cause any harm.
When Zhongli asks about clearing the miasma, Ajax nods, tails moving a little excitedly. Normally he's not very enthusiastic about this since it's all rather morbid, but Zhongli doesn't have to know the full truth about it either. The idea that he can assist with a task Zhongli wants to see happen is the most important part here to this fix youkai who can't help but want to show off what he can do! ]
Actually that's why we are here. I can't cleanse all of it, I would need someone else who could break all the seals and purify the miasma themselves, but I can significantly reduce it so it does not cause any harm.
[ Childe does notice and will shift to mirroring where Zhongli touches after a bit, curious to see if they are indeed pleasant for him. His movements only allow when Zhongli speaks, the harbinger unable to ignore what he says. Ah, no... that's not true. He doesn't want to mislead the other snow something like that and get how can he tell him without bringing up things that may very well trigger that pain. It's worse to let that happen then let a lie continue. It's not as if he plans to use this thinking to his advantage or anything in order to harm the other, so it's fine. ]
There's nothing wrong with that, is there?
[ his voice is low breathed against the upper portion of his collar bone as he goes to press a kiss there before run his tongue along the flesh there.
There's nothing wrong with any of it if they are both happy. ]
There's nothing wrong with that, is there?
[ his voice is low breathed against the upper portion of his collar bone as he goes to press a kiss there before run his tongue along the flesh there.
There's nothing wrong with any of it if they are both happy. ]
So you are taking care of these shrines and the surrounding areas until someone can come and purify the miasma.
[ Zhongli's eyes flick to the eager movements of the tails behind the kitsune, curious as its cause. Perhaps the young youkai took an exceptional amount of pride in his work. Or perhaps his efforts had gone unappreciated for many years. Either seem equally plausible deep within the forests of Narukami Isle. But yes, something else has captured Zhongli's attention. ]
What are the requirements of such a person?
[ Does such a person even exist— Zhongli briefly wonders. The Lady Kitsune disappeared during the cataclysm 500 years ago, which means this fox or perhaps this fox's tribe has been tending to this shrine for centuries. If it has not been completely purified by now...
A soul tied to a duty that might never be completed in their lifetime. Such a thought is quite chilling actually, especially for a god who had seen many individuals perish before their time. But it also added one more vital piece of the puzzle of who this kitsune was exactly and their purpose here. ]
[ Zhongli's eyes flick to the eager movements of the tails behind the kitsune, curious as its cause. Perhaps the young youkai took an exceptional amount of pride in his work. Or perhaps his efforts had gone unappreciated for many years. Either seem equally plausible deep within the forests of Narukami Isle. But yes, something else has captured Zhongli's attention. ]
What are the requirements of such a person?
[ Does such a person even exist— Zhongli briefly wonders. The Lady Kitsune disappeared during the cataclysm 500 years ago, which means this fox or perhaps this fox's tribe has been tending to this shrine for centuries. If it has not been completely purified by now...
A soul tied to a duty that might never be completed in their lifetime. Such a thought is quite chilling actually, especially for a god who had seen many individuals perish before their time. But it also added one more vital piece of the puzzle of who this kitsune was exactly and their purpose here. ]
Well. I guess that's that's a pretty good question.
[ Ajax considers before answering. ] normally the Narukami Shrine does the ritual every sixty years, but it's been put on hold for quite some time now because the ancient book with the purifying process was damaged by some paper-eating insects. [ sounds kinda like a bad joke. ] So until they put all that back together again or someone special with an aura that allows them the natural capability to lift the seals to complete the cleansing ritual, I do maintenance work.
[ his proud demeanor deflates a little now, his brow furrowing. ] It's not enough, though... the tree has been absorbing too much too fast lately... there's more miasma than before these days. Eventually, if something isn't done, I'll be unable to keep it below the threshold. So there will be more trouble for Inazuma's people.
[ Ajax considers before answering. ] normally the Narukami Shrine does the ritual every sixty years, but it's been put on hold for quite some time now because the ancient book with the purifying process was damaged by some paper-eating insects. [ sounds kinda like a bad joke. ] So until they put all that back together again or someone special with an aura that allows them the natural capability to lift the seals to complete the cleansing ritual, I do maintenance work.
[ his proud demeanor deflates a little now, his brow furrowing. ] It's not enough, though... the tree has been absorbing too much too fast lately... there's more miasma than before these days. Eventually, if something isn't done, I'll be unable to keep it below the threshold. So there will be more trouble for Inazuma's people.
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I see. That is very unfortunate.
[ Zhongli's brow furrows further. Until someone can do it naturally - surely waiting for such a miracle was a fool's errand. Purification was a difficult task that only a handful of beings could achieve. To be able to perform such a ritual without knowing what they were doing... ]
Might I ask one more question before you begin?
Is there a reason that the miasma is generating more quickly now than before? Perhaps if we lack the ability to purify, we can increase our efforts in preventing the impurities to begin with.
[ "We" is said so casually as if Zhongli had already committed to assisting the nine-tails in his task. And well, he did want to help. Certainly he was qualified having helped manage the karmic debt in Liyue and assisting those individuals who had their own debt to pay. Surely his expertise could be useful here.
Though the thought of youkai bound to such a fate as the Guardian Yaksha was concerning to say the least. ]
[ Zhongli's brow furrows further. Until someone can do it naturally - surely waiting for such a miracle was a fool's errand. Purification was a difficult task that only a handful of beings could achieve. To be able to perform such a ritual without knowing what they were doing... ]
Might I ask one more question before you begin?
Is there a reason that the miasma is generating more quickly now than before? Perhaps if we lack the ability to purify, we can increase our efforts in preventing the impurities to begin with.
[ "We" is said so casually as if Zhongli had already committed to assisting the nine-tails in his task. And well, he did want to help. Certainly he was qualified having helped manage the karmic debt in Liyue and assisting those individuals who had their own debt to pay. Surely his expertise could be useful here.
Though the thought of youkai bound to such a fate as the Guardian Yaksha was concerning to say the least. ]
[ Zhongli's breath catches and the blush spreads down his neck and to his collarbone as Childe hones in only the most pleasurable sensations. His hips shift in impatience that there are so many layers of clothes between them and that Childe's touch is met with layers of fabric instead of desired skin against skin.
Ah, Zhongli could melt in this moment, burn away to ash under the heat of this pleasure (muted that it was) and not regret a single moment of it. Distracted, the answer Zhongli gives Childe is one that is unfiltered and unprepared unlike his usual meticulous answers: ]
No. No... Of course not. It's endearing. Warm. All of those people who would fall for your charm and yet you chose...
[ To dote on him. To dote on Zhongli. Zhongli who rambles and sometimes misses social cues. Zhongli who is rigid and stubborn and particular and terrible with money. Zhongli who cannot understand what about him catches the attention of one of Snezhnaya's strongest but will not complain about how fortune played out.
It is mutual in some way. For Zhongli cannot quite put into words what draws him to Childe in return. He's assuredly handsome, most definitely charming but their personalities were like night and day, winter and summer. Why does Zhongli want only the fiercest warrior when he should want someone quiet and polite and academic?
But want Zhongli does as a drawn out moan follows the slide of Childe's tongue against his skin. ]
I would not care if it was wrong. I do not care if this does not makes sense.
I just want... I just want—
[ Childe. Childe. Childe ]
Ah, Zhongli could melt in this moment, burn away to ash under the heat of this pleasure (muted that it was) and not regret a single moment of it. Distracted, the answer Zhongli gives Childe is one that is unfiltered and unprepared unlike his usual meticulous answers: ]
No. No... Of course not. It's endearing. Warm. All of those people who would fall for your charm and yet you chose...
[ To dote on him. To dote on Zhongli. Zhongli who rambles and sometimes misses social cues. Zhongli who is rigid and stubborn and particular and terrible with money. Zhongli who cannot understand what about him catches the attention of one of Snezhnaya's strongest but will not complain about how fortune played out.
It is mutual in some way. For Zhongli cannot quite put into words what draws him to Childe in return. He's assuredly handsome, most definitely charming but their personalities were like night and day, winter and summer. Why does Zhongli want only the fiercest warrior when he should want someone quiet and polite and academic?
But want Zhongli does as a drawn out moan follows the slide of Childe's tongue against his skin. ]
I would not care if it was wrong. I do not care if this does not makes sense.
I just want... I just want—
[ Childe. Childe. Childe ]
Ah ha... I'm not really sure despite being the one to help keep it below threshold. Lady Yae might have answers, though, if she has some time to spare. [ true to any fox youkai, Ajax tells lies in the most casual and using ways. ]
My guess, though, is someone or someones is tampering with things they shouldn't, like the lingerings of fallen gods. I can only imagine the current state of Inazuma's people helps feed that remnant miasma from the hate and suffering under the shogun's iron fist if not one of her own. There are not so many vision bearers, but there are far more poor people in the countryside left to fend for themselves in addition to the rebels.
My guess, though, is someone or someones is tampering with things they shouldn't, like the lingerings of fallen gods. I can only imagine the current state of Inazuma's people helps feed that remnant miasma from the hate and suffering under the shogun's iron fist if not one of her own. There are not so many vision bearers, but there are far more poor people in the countryside left to fend for themselves in addition to the rebels.
[ If Childe wasn't so thoroughly grounded right now, hearing Zhongli say such things would make him question the reality of this situation. How long has he wanted to hear something like that? How long has he wanted Zhongli to see him and only him? To look beyond the past he supposedly wished to retire from and live out his days as a human. It does seem that Zhongli is getting to do that now, and perhaps not remembering his past is the only way this could ever come to pass. Ah, he doesn't want Zhongli to be in the dark, but if he doesn't care enough to find out what's behind him and only what's ahead of him, how can he do anything but oblige? More and more he wonders if this is simply better for the adeptus as much as it is for himself.
A smile presses against Zhongli's skin, sincere and affectionate rather than vicious in any way. ]
Hm~? You want...?
[ okay, the smile is just little bit mischievous now, too. ]
A smile presses against Zhongli's skin, sincere and affectionate rather than vicious in any way. ]
Hm~? You want...?
[ okay, the smile is just little bit mischievous now, too. ]
Disturbing the fallen gods...
[ Zhongli's eyes grow distant for a moment, thinking through one possible solution after another to this dilemma. Surely, Ajax's life will become more difficult and even be put in peril if this situation continues to worsen. And with conflict on the rise in Inazuma (the Traveler certainly had a way of bringing things to a crescendo), then it most likely would get worst before it gets better.
Path forward decided, Zhongli gives a nod at Ajax's explanation, stepping aside so that the fox may complete his work without him accidentally interfering. ]
You came here to do what you could, yes. Perhaps once that is finished we might further dwell on how to get to the root of the problem.
Once you have rested, of course. I imagine such a purification is no simple task.
[ Zhongli's eyes grow distant for a moment, thinking through one possible solution after another to this dilemma. Surely, Ajax's life will become more difficult and even be put in peril if this situation continues to worsen. And with conflict on the rise in Inazuma (the Traveler certainly had a way of bringing things to a crescendo), then it most likely would get worst before it gets better.
Path forward decided, Zhongli gives a nod at Ajax's explanation, stepping aside so that the fox may complete his work without him accidentally interfering. ]
You came here to do what you could, yes. Perhaps once that is finished we might further dwell on how to get to the root of the problem.
Once you have rested, of course. I imagine such a purification is no simple task.
[ Ajax perks with interest that Zhongli seems so determined to help with someone live this whole on his vacation. But... perhaps the fox just is poor at hiding his feelings because he seems incredibly happy that someone seems to want to help.
Regardless he'll go to step by Zhongli now, moving up to the shrine altar to quietly observe as if listening to something before pulling the fox mask down finally and reaching up to touch an invitation seal as it flares into visibility upon contact. The seal glows bright before miasma starts to leak from it and coalesce towards Ajax's fingers before ultimately disappearing. The only hint that it's being absorbed is the miasma wrapping and fitting the shadow of one of his invisible tails. It disappears as soon as he pulls his hand away from the seal and the seal fades as well.
The air around them does seem less oppressive now and less heavy, but the Archon's storms still rumble in the distance and light up the sky. Still, the fox youkai will turn to look back at Zhongli once he's lifted his mask off to the side of his head and offers a smile. ]
Okay, let's go. We can move on to someplace happier~!
[ clearly ... that was not a typical type of purification in the least. ]
Regardless he'll go to step by Zhongli now, moving up to the shrine altar to quietly observe as if listening to something before pulling the fox mask down finally and reaching up to touch an invitation seal as it flares into visibility upon contact. The seal glows bright before miasma starts to leak from it and coalesce towards Ajax's fingers before ultimately disappearing. The only hint that it's being absorbed is the miasma wrapping and fitting the shadow of one of his invisible tails. It disappears as soon as he pulls his hand away from the seal and the seal fades as well.
The air around them does seem less oppressive now and less heavy, but the Archon's storms still rumble in the distance and light up the sky. Still, the fox youkai will turn to look back at Zhongli once he's lifted his mask off to the side of his head and offers a smile. ]
Okay, let's go. We can move on to someplace happier~!
[ clearly ... that was not a typical type of purification in the least. ]
[ After the end of the Archon War, each of the seven nations of Teyvat was flourished into their own rich culture and history. No two were the same despite how the same governing principles of the elements were consistent between them. So Zhongli did not expect the purification process to be exactly like those he was familiar with in Liyue.
He did not expect it to be the same, but still there is a feeling deep in his core that this is wrong. To be purified, the miasma had to be drawn somewhere, that much was understandable. But for Ajax himself to be the vessel—
How much could he absorb? What kind of harm was it causing to him? And what karmic debt must he be paying to balance the scales?
All of these questions swirl around in Zhongli's mind as he watches the scene unfold in front of him, each second making him feel more and more uneasy. But the only thing Ajax will see when he turns around is a pleasant and comforting smile to mirror his own. It is not his place to comment (yet). Not until he has more information. And perhaps never, seeing as he was the outlander in this land. ]
Of course. But do you not need to rest first? I can only imagine such a ritual must be draining, especially if the miasma is getting stronger as you said.
He did not expect it to be the same, but still there is a feeling deep in his core that this is wrong. To be purified, the miasma had to be drawn somewhere, that much was understandable. But for Ajax himself to be the vessel—
How much could he absorb? What kind of harm was it causing to him? And what karmic debt must he be paying to balance the scales?
All of these questions swirl around in Zhongli's mind as he watches the scene unfold in front of him, each second making him feel more and more uneasy. But the only thing Ajax will see when he turns around is a pleasant and comforting smile to mirror his own. It is not his place to comment (yet). Not until he has more information. And perhaps never, seeing as he was the outlander in this land. ]
Of course. But do you not need to rest first? I can only imagine such a ritual must be draining, especially if the miasma is getting stronger as you said.
[ Ajax tilts his head at being asked if he wants to rest. Zhongli did mention that before, too. Unfortunately, while knowing that anyone actually doing something like he does should be worn out, it's pretty much impossible for him to even design fatigue when in fact the miasma does quite the opposite to him. ring to explain that to someone else, though, especially someone who has just become a new friend seems like the worst possible idea right now. His ears flatten, discouraged, and his tails tuck themselves down back where they would surely curl between his legs if they could with how he is standing. Instead, he glances to the side a moment, wondering if agreeing to rest or insisting h is fine is the best response, all the while realizing his awkward indecisiveness is very telling. Well... it's not ... that surprising right? If it bothers Zhongli so much, Ajax can understand that and not make him uncomfortable. Sure he would like to stick around Zhongli some more, but he can only avoid saying what he is, not actually lie about it when lie comes to shove (lying seems impossible.)
Finally, Ajax speaks up trying not to look flustered with being nervous in his to properly respond. ]
...W...well, no. I don't really get exhausted from it like others, but... I do get really hungry.
[ which is not a lie... it's just the first time he's acknowledged such.. And if Zhongli was given an explanation of the true concerning the whole situation, Ajax thinks it would probably make a lot of sense to him, too. ]
Finally, Ajax speaks up trying not to look flustered with being nervous in his to properly respond. ]
...W...well, no. I don't really get exhausted from it like others, but... I do get really hungry.
[ which is not a lie... it's just the first time he's acknowledged such.. And if Zhongli was given an explanation of the true concerning the whole situation, Ajax thinks it would probably make a lot of sense to him, too. ]
[ Zhongli sees Ajax's ears flatten and his tail droop and knows that he has inadvertently stumbled across something that is very unpleasant for his new youkai companion. Something that must have to do with the purification process. It should be exhausting and yet here the nine-tails is, distraught that someone has pointed out that it does not.
There's a pause from Zhongli's end as well, a reflex to reach out have to soothe his upset friend and half to see if he can tell exactly what his new friend really is. A youkai, assuredly, but somehow something more.
(Ah, he is being a terrible guest to his host. Surely Ajax was uncomfortable with his secrets being prodded just as Zhongli had dodged delving too deep into his own situation. Best leave it be for now.)
Instead, Zhongli's expression brightens at the mention of food in a clumsy attempt to draw attention away from his previous question. ]
That is quite fortunate. I did purchase some more bentos before I left Inazuma City, but they will not last long out here in the countryside. It would be best if they were eaten quickly in order to more fully enjoy them.
There's a pause from Zhongli's end as well, a reflex to reach out have to soothe his upset friend and half to see if he can tell exactly what his new friend really is. A youkai, assuredly, but somehow something more.
(Ah, he is being a terrible guest to his host. Surely Ajax was uncomfortable with his secrets being prodded just as Zhongli had dodged delving too deep into his own situation. Best leave it be for now.)
Instead, Zhongli's expression brightens at the mention of food in a clumsy attempt to draw attention away from his previous question. ]
That is quite fortunate. I did purchase some more bentos before I left Inazuma City, but they will not last long out here in the countryside. It would be best if they were eaten quickly in order to more fully enjoy them.
[ Ajax may or may not recognize that Zhongli is trying to make him less uncomfortable (he does, he absolutely does and it makes him feel something in his chest that he doesn't... quite understand. It isn't comfortable exactly but it's not uncomfortable either. Instead of s dwell though he quickly latches onto Zhongli's willingness to let him off the hook and move the subject to food. Without thinking he rushes up too Zhongli, ears perked as he clings to the Adeptus's arm, very curious and excited that he might have more bento. ]
Really ...?...! Like the ones before?
[ the fox youkai won't realize it but when he touches Zhongli, it's impossible for the retired Archon not to catch a sense of that Karmatic heavy filth of negativity that seems right now to overwhelm any identity Ajax has a youkai. Instead its just this concentrated pile of miasma that is little more than an oozing pulsing mass of the residue of all the awful things in this world. It lives in some sense, but it is nothing more than a collective negative residual from many peoples experiences and places. There's nothing else to "see" but this tumor, no one individual—
— but there is a small whimper Zhongli might catch, and in the visual phenomenon initiated by Ajax touching him, he might see a very young kit youkai encased in the tumor but barely visible. He's curled up afraid and defensively, but doesn't seem to be able to do anything except whimper and try not to sob. Unlike Ajax, he's white, but he's clearly too young to be white and he only has one tail.
Nevertheless, it definitely looks like a child version of Zhongli's youkai companion all the same. ]
Really ...?...! Like the ones before?
[ the fox youkai won't realize it but when he touches Zhongli, it's impossible for the retired Archon not to catch a sense of that Karmatic heavy filth of negativity that seems right now to overwhelm any identity Ajax has a youkai. Instead its just this concentrated pile of miasma that is little more than an oozing pulsing mass of the residue of all the awful things in this world. It lives in some sense, but it is nothing more than a collective negative residual from many peoples experiences and places. There's nothing else to "see" but this tumor, no one individual—
— but there is a small whimper Zhongli might catch, and in the visual phenomenon initiated by Ajax touching him, he might see a very young kit youkai encased in the tumor but barely visible. He's curled up afraid and defensively, but doesn't seem to be able to do anything except whimper and try not to sob. Unlike Ajax, he's white, but he's clearly too young to be white and he only has one tail.
Nevertheless, it definitely looks like a child version of Zhongli's youkai companion all the same. ]
[ Reflexively, one of Zhongli's hands reaches out to cover Ajax's as if he could reach out to the young suffering kit. A kit that is much younger and white but still ultimately he recognizes to be Ajax. A kit who had suffered something terrible and might still be suffering, yet he sees none of that reflected in Ajax's eyes. Only a warm smile and perked ears at the mention of a potential treat.
(What on Teyvat had happened to this poor boy? And how could anyone not be driven mad by that amount of negative energy?)
But as with all things related to the God of Contracts and fairness, Ajax will get a vision of his own. While not having racked up as much karmic debt as the other Adepti, Morax was not immune to its effects. Time and time again, he had made the lesser of two awful choices, the regret and fear and anger of the results clinging to him like a second skin that he could never shed.
In this vision, Ajax will see Zhongli robed in vibrant whites and golds. Regal and majestic with none of the bumbling warm presence that he exudes in Inazuma. His face is expressionless — no pity no remorse and no happiness as below him writhing tentacles of water cry out in anger and vengeance. "Morax." The sound is hissed like lava coming in contact with cool water. "You would side with them. You would do this to me. Are the humans with their useless lives and unending greed so precious to you? Morax!!!" Before the voice and water is silenced underneath the stone. ]
(What on Teyvat had happened to this poor boy? And how could anyone not be driven mad by that amount of negative energy?)
But as with all things related to the God of Contracts and fairness, Ajax will get a vision of his own. While not having racked up as much karmic debt as the other Adepti, Morax was not immune to its effects. Time and time again, he had made the lesser of two awful choices, the regret and fear and anger of the results clinging to him like a second skin that he could never shed.
In this vision, Ajax will see Zhongli robed in vibrant whites and golds. Regal and majestic with none of the bumbling warm presence that he exudes in Inazuma. His face is expressionless — no pity no remorse and no happiness as below him writhing tentacles of water cry out in anger and vengeance. "Morax." The sound is hissed like lava coming in contact with cool water. "You would side with them. You would do this to me. Are the humans with their useless lives and unending greed so precious to you? Morax!!!" Before the voice and water is silenced underneath the stone. ]
Similar but different.
[ Zhongli smiles fondly at Ajax as he leads the both of them away from the shrine and to a sun-warmed rock where they might sit and stretch out. ]
I would not be such a poor guest as to serve you the same meal twice when you have told me that you do not often get to sample cuisine from the city.
[ Once settled, Zhongli carefully begins pulling said bentos from the depths of his pack, setting it on Ajax's knees with the dreaded wooden chopsticks balanced on top of them. ]
A meal and some sightseeing would be a wonderful way to finish off the day, wouldn't you agree?
[ Zhongli smiles fondly at Ajax as he leads the both of them away from the shrine and to a sun-warmed rock where they might sit and stretch out. ]
I would not be such a poor guest as to serve you the same meal twice when you have told me that you do not often get to sample cuisine from the city.
[ Once settled, Zhongli carefully begins pulling said bentos from the depths of his pack, setting it on Ajax's knees with the dreaded wooden chopsticks balanced on top of them. ]
A meal and some sightseeing would be a wonderful way to finish off the day, wouldn't you agree?
[ Perhaps it is better for the both of them if Zhongli forgets. After all, how much more complicated would things be if Zhongli did remember? Would he had even made his way to Snezhnaya burdened with the baggage of their broken friendship.
(No, he would not. But also closure cannot be found for either of them with Zhongli like this.)
One hand slides up the slit of fabric draped over Childe's stomach — a signature flair of his fashion even here in the lands of ice and snow. Fingertips tease along his ribs and stroke appreciatively the honed muscles and scars he finds scattered there. Zhongli's head lulls unconsciously toward the smile pressed against his skin even as his cheeks flush redder from Childe's teasing.
Warm. It is so warm here. ]
Yes. I want. I want so much that I can not properly put it into words. This feelings that burns when you are near and still smolders in your absence. Ever present.
I want to feel the touch of your passion. I want to offer you the sincerity of my feelings.
I want and I want, Childe.
[ The Harbinger's name is breathed as a prayer as Zhongli kisses whatever part of Childe is within reach. The heels of his dress shoes dig further into Childe's cloak. ]
And I do not know what to do about it.
(No, he would not. But also closure cannot be found for either of them with Zhongli like this.)
One hand slides up the slit of fabric draped over Childe's stomach — a signature flair of his fashion even here in the lands of ice and snow. Fingertips tease along his ribs and stroke appreciatively the honed muscles and scars he finds scattered there. Zhongli's head lulls unconsciously toward the smile pressed against his skin even as his cheeks flush redder from Childe's teasing.
Warm. It is so warm here. ]
Yes. I want. I want so much that I can not properly put it into words. This feelings that burns when you are near and still smolders in your absence. Ever present.
I want to feel the touch of your passion. I want to offer you the sincerity of my feelings.
I want and I want, Childe.
[ The Harbinger's name is breathed as a prayer as Zhongli kisses whatever part of Childe is within reach. The heels of his dress shoes dig further into Childe's cloak. ]
And I do not know what to do about it.
[ Ajax can almost feel that anger like it's a hot open flame. The person in white and gold is... Zhongli, but he is being called another name. Morax. Where has he heard that name before?
He can't help but... feel some sort of empathy for whatever entity fell to Morax's judgments. Humans... Yae has tried to convince him of their goodness, but Ajax has reached a point where he can only unstable their hatred, fears, and despair. He does not resent them like the entity beneath the waves does, but it does make him feel disheartened. Not that he ever expected Zhongli to want to side with him once he knew what (what, not who) he was, but the idea of him assisting with the humans that are responsible for this incredibly powerful negative force that the land tirelessly attempts to peirce its inhabitants from makes it... a shame. (A shame is the only thing he can think of. Nothing else correctly describes what he's feeling right now, and while he's sure there is a word for it, he doesn't know it.)
Morax and Zhongli... how could they be the same, though? The majestic robes figure seems so unapproachable and distant... and empty. Zhongli is so warm and kind. How can they even compare? Instinctively, Ajax clubs a little tighter momentarily (does Morax feel as empty as he looks? That can't be, but he doesn't like the idea of thinking that Zhongli may have ever been saddled with such things and ultimately alone as a result of the burden. Maybe they are similar? It's impossible, but the fox youkai momentarily nuzzles Zhongli's arm in reassurance, anyway, before being brought back to reality by Zhongli's smile. Ah ha... maybe it was just a trick his mind was playing on him from absorbing the miasma. The's no way the two could be the same individual...!]
Yes, that sounds great. We aren't far from a small beach, it would be a nice atmosphere for a meal. I think you would like it! The waves are really soothing, and the sand is so fine it feels really soft. At night, the waves even glow sometimes, too.
He can't help but... feel some sort of empathy for whatever entity fell to Morax's judgments. Humans... Yae has tried to convince him of their goodness, but Ajax has reached a point where he can only unstable their hatred, fears, and despair. He does not resent them like the entity beneath the waves does, but it does make him feel disheartened. Not that he ever expected Zhongli to want to side with him once he knew what (what, not who) he was, but the idea of him assisting with the humans that are responsible for this incredibly powerful negative force that the land tirelessly attempts to peirce its inhabitants from makes it... a shame. (A shame is the only thing he can think of. Nothing else correctly describes what he's feeling right now, and while he's sure there is a word for it, he doesn't know it.)
Morax and Zhongli... how could they be the same, though? The majestic robes figure seems so unapproachable and distant... and empty. Zhongli is so warm and kind. How can they even compare? Instinctively, Ajax clubs a little tighter momentarily (does Morax feel as empty as he looks? That can't be, but he doesn't like the idea of thinking that Zhongli may have ever been saddled with such things and ultimately alone as a result of the burden. Maybe they are similar? It's impossible, but the fox youkai momentarily nuzzles Zhongli's arm in reassurance, anyway, before being brought back to reality by Zhongli's smile. Ah ha... maybe it was just a trick his mind was playing on him from absorbing the miasma. The's no way the two could be the same individual...!]
Yes, that sounds great. We aren't far from a small beach, it would be a nice atmosphere for a meal. I think you would like it! The waves are really soothing, and the sand is so fine it feels really soft. At night, the waves even glow sometimes, too.
[ Zhongli isn't sure what to make of Ajax clinging to him suddenly nor is he very well versed in any sort of physical reassurance. But something bubbles up inside him about how he wants to offer comfort to this boy so he reaches out one hand to gently pat the fox on the shoulder. It was strange - there was no danger at present even with the miasma around so there was no need to be protective. But protective Zhongli felt all the same.
Ah, there were so many questions and no way to get answers for any of them, so best not to dwell too much on such matters until they could be addressed. ]
The beach sounds positively lovely. I'd enjoy it much if you could guide us there and also tell
me more about this glowing phenomenon.
[ Loathe to physically part from the other at the moment, Zhongli keeps Ajax's hand tucked in the crook of his elbow as he gestures for the young youkai to lead them away. Yes, best to get away from this shrine or perhaps visit it later without his new youkai companion so he could get a better sense of what he was actually dealing with.
There was more to this purification ritual than what glimmered on the surface. ]
Ah, there were so many questions and no way to get answers for any of them, so best not to dwell too much on such matters until they could be addressed. ]
The beach sounds positively lovely. I'd enjoy it much if you could guide us there and also tell
me more about this glowing phenomenon.
[ Loathe to physically part from the other at the moment, Zhongli keeps Ajax's hand tucked in the crook of his elbow as he gestures for the young youkai to lead them away. Yes, best to get away from this shrine or perhaps visit it later without his new youkai companion so he could get a better sense of what he was actually dealing with.
There was more to this purification ritual than what glimmered on the surface. ]
[ For better or for worse Ajax doesn't seem to mind Zhongli's physical response (or somewhat lack thereof.) Instead he will simply refocus himself to start tugging Zhongli gently along in the direction of the beach since he still is able to have his arm.
It seems like Ajax has forgotten as quickly as he felt the need to provide that affection, already pushing to the next present situation. ]
I know a good spot!
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[ And he takes Zhongli out into the vast beach flats where old no longer occupied huts and dwellings remain and there is little trouble to be found for them while they eat and enjoy the view of the waters that aren't subject to the perils of the Shoguns lightning storms. Ajax stays put for the Dustin of their mask and conversations and some time, afterwards too, until eventually he will start moving around the shores near the waters, looking for any fish, crabs or eels to catch (he doesn't catch any, he just chases them around like a child might have fun playing around for the most part. )
— And just like a child, eventually playing by himself isn't good enough so he's moving back over to Zhongli where he sits with his tea tries to talk him into going near the water for a walk! They don't have to swim, but walks on the beach are supposed to be good for inazumans and their health, so it probably is pretty good for a youkai and adeptus, too, isn't it?
Wading in the water seems to be most unpretentious to Ajax, content to not go swimming at such a time of evening but still willing to get the bottom of his robes wet without much care. Be wants them to walk along the water so they can find a good spot to see the waves glow, afterall. ]
It's best to see once it's twilight or later [ and it does seem to be getting there judging by the sunset that is vividly clear along the flats with very few visual obstructions. ] but we have to find a good place where the water is moved vigorously enough for waves so that they glow.
It seems like Ajax has forgotten as quickly as he felt the need to provide that affection, already pushing to the next present situation. ]
I know a good spot!
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[ And he takes Zhongli out into the vast beach flats where old no longer occupied huts and dwellings remain and there is little trouble to be found for them while they eat and enjoy the view of the waters that aren't subject to the perils of the Shoguns lightning storms. Ajax stays put for the Dustin of their mask and conversations and some time, afterwards too, until eventually he will start moving around the shores near the waters, looking for any fish, crabs or eels to catch (he doesn't catch any, he just chases them around like a child might have fun playing around for the most part. )
— And just like a child, eventually playing by himself isn't good enough so he's moving back over to Zhongli where he sits with his tea tries to talk him into going near the water for a walk! They don't have to swim, but walks on the beach are supposed to be good for inazumans and their health, so it probably is pretty good for a youkai and adeptus, too, isn't it?
Wading in the water seems to be most unpretentious to Ajax, content to not go swimming at such a time of evening but still willing to get the bottom of his robes wet without much care. Be wants them to walk along the water so they can find a good spot to see the waves glow, afterall. ]
It's best to see once it's twilight or later [ and it does seem to be getting there judging by the sunset that is vividly clear along the flats with very few visual obstructions. ] but we have to find a good place where the water is moved vigorously enough for waves so that they glow.
Let me show you, then. [ His voice is husky but still contains a sincerely affectionate playfulness that he can't and doesn't wish to hide from the other. Later, Childe can mull over what all the things will mean and the consequences of variants paths.
Right now, thin, he simply wants the would to be busy the two of them in this moment. He'll scolds himself later (maybe) that he feels like he's his younger self again, less jaded by reality and entirely (stupidly) hopeful there could be something between them. That somehow his mission wouldn't create bad blood and they would work it out somehow.
(Because love conquers all, right?)
(... yeah, sure, but it requires to be loved just the same as you love, and that almost never— ) ]
You're going to take everything you want and more because I'm going to give it to you all endlessly.
[ Childe presses his lips to Zhongli's ear even as he shifts to further crowd the other against the door. Voice low, he is sure to speak and weave his tone to be just as enticing as his suggestive teasing. If Zhongli's willing then they can go beyond a small preview, right? ]
Where should I start, though? Do you want it to begin by being pleasured against the wall or should I take you to the bed to make love to you first, instead, for the first round~?
Right now, thin, he simply wants the would to be busy the two of them in this moment. He'll scolds himself later (maybe) that he feels like he's his younger self again, less jaded by reality and entirely (stupidly) hopeful there could be something between them. That somehow his mission wouldn't create bad blood and they would work it out somehow.
(Because love conquers all, right?)
(... yeah, sure, but it requires to be loved just the same as you love, and that almost never— ) ]
You're going to take everything you want and more because I'm going to give it to you all endlessly.
[ Childe presses his lips to Zhongli's ear even as he shifts to further crowd the other against the door. Voice low, he is sure to speak and weave his tone to be just as enticing as his suggestive teasing. If Zhongli's willing then they can go beyond a small preview, right? ]
Where should I start, though? Do you want it to begin by being pleasured against the wall or should I take you to the bed to make love to you first, instead, for the first round~?
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