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[ Something about the gentleness with the backdrop of roughness makes it feel that much better. So there's no complaint from him, returning the kiss almost innocently. When asked to keep his eyes on Zhongli, Ajax nods, letting his lust-filled eyes watch Zhongli through slightly lowered eyelids. The further they go the harder it is to stay focused, but he makes sure not to turn his head away.

It's easy, really. Zhongli is so pleasing on the eyes Ajax is happy to have a reason to stare. ]

You're beautiful.

[ Zhongli mutters absently as he worries a mark against the side of Ajax's neck, leaving the skin red and sensitive but very careful as to not break the skin. His thoughts do wander into marking Ajax as that seems to aligned with what he wants. But to do so carelessly is not something Zhongli can bring himself to do even if it would fit seamlessly into this roleplay. So instead he shifts to make similar marks across his collarbone. ]

A treasure and something precious.

[ All the same, he does not pause in his pace. Steady but relentless to ensure that Ajax's next pleasure is as predictable as it is inevitable. Even if Zhongli would like nothing more than to see the fox in the throes of passion.

Tonight would be an exercise in patience. Patience for Ajax and patience for himself. ]

I want to see you. All of you. Test your limits and then see you surpass them.

[ Ajax wishes he understood the intent behind Zhongli's words. Perhaps it's simply that Zhongli doesn't know any better what Ajax really is to want to see all of him. If he did, surely he wouldn't have such praise like that to express, right? Maybe, it's just a fleeting form of beauty, a momentary point in time where he is precious because they are riding this raw intensity wavelength together.

(Or maybe every single thing Zhongli said is sincere and true than anything Ajax has ever known. But Ajax feels something in his chest twist unpleasantly at the consideration, because that is infinitely the worst of the two possibilities, isn't it? Zhongli won't stay. For The fox that has known so very little, these past many hours that barely add up to two days feel like his entire lifetime. Zhongli means everything to him in that span of time. But for Zhongli, even the kidding knows that it's not even a long time for a human, nevermind an adeptus or yokai.)

He doesn't want to run this all with his mind drifting to places he shouldn't do he focuses on Zhongli, make it his priority to do and give everything the adeptus wants from him. Even if he doesn't know how, he'll learn just to be able to give it to Zhongli.

Breath heavy, he feels an insatiable need to want to touch the other even if he agreed to let Zhongli do everything. Feeling Zhongli inside of him is incredible but surreal, and he wants to cling and touch and pleasure the other as much as he wants to feel it.

Patience really is oh so difficult for Ajax when what he wants is so close to his reach. ]

[ Zhongli maintains that pace, one quirked eyebrow watching the myriad of expressions crossing Ajax's face even as he tries to decipher their meaning. In the haze of his own pleasure and the youkai's pheromones this becomes an impossible task. Best just to focus on keeping this memories to examine at a much later time.

And it had been so long since Zhongli had felt the warmth and comfort of another. And never had he felt such an emotion in his mortal life— free to choose a partner just because he had feelings for them rather than perform the complex calculations of how such a coupling might affect Liyue and its people.

The soft kisses move to Ajax's cheek. His temple. His eyelids. The curve of his jaw. All while the ever steady pace of mountains presses into him relentlessly until he gives into the pleasure. ]

[ it's easy—too easy to fall into Zhongli's pace until he knows nothing else. so easy to forget everything else except the adeptus and what they're sharing together in this moment.

Ajax welcomes the haze that clouds out everything else. It helps him relax with Zhongli, helps his thrusts all feel that much better inside of Ajax. His expression loses the signs of any turmoil or conflict that may have been present in favor of simple and pure desire and the enjoyment of the pleasure he's being given. it feels so ... so so damn good, he doesn't want it to ever end.

When he can, he'll nip or kiss at Zhongli's skin wherever he can reach without interfering in letting Zhongli have control or violate his agreement to let the other do everything— he's far enough gone now that it isn't feeling like he is not giving enough in exchange to the other or any other self-conscious worries like that.

Ajax never stops watching Zhongli, though. His blue eyes glassy and heavy with lust and pleasure, he whispers hotly against the adeptus's ear when possible about how good it feels, to keep thrusting just so when he feels a delicious spot hit, and his body responds so very sensually to Zhongli like he's been made to enjoy whatever is given to him by this individual at the most extreme possible level of delight. ]

Please... Oh... like that...! Ah—!

[ Ajax's breath hitches sharply as he feels the sudden pressure build exponentially, his sounds becoming more desperate. Although he'll try and resist climaxing as he doesn't want it to end, Zhongli's relentless pace will make any attempt to resist crumble completely quite quickly. He'll squirm, trembling as he's dragged to the apex of pleasure and forced over the edge into orgasm. He can't remember that last time he felt one so intense and satisfying as this with such incredibly bone-level deep levels of satiation to his neediness.

His heat dissipates and he finds himself only able to focus on making sure Zhongli finds his own pleasure now. And once he does, Ajax will revel in that, too. ]

[ It's quite a different experience — to be responsible for one instead of a whole nation. To be able to have the time and dedication to watch each expression that flits across Ajax's features, watch each tremble and shiver, and hear each sweet word that tumbles from his lips whether it makes sense or not.

Just as Ajax never stops watching Zhongli, Zhongli never stops watching Ajax. Each reaction is coveted and stored away to be kept as a priceless treasure long after the two of them have parted. And so it is under the ex-Archon's scrutinizing gaze that he finds his pleasure. And it is in his arms that Zhongli holds him through it, clutching Ajax tightly until the last shiver courses through his body and his is left pliant and boneless against the soft fabric. ]

Beautiful.

[ Zhongli says again, stilling his own movements and pausing his own pleasure so that he may press a chaste kiss to Ajax's lips. ]

Did you enjoy that?

[ Ajax hums softly in response to the question. it's very easy to tell he did enjoy that very much, his cheeks flushed but his lips move freely to kiss back in the same manner it's given. One of his tails moves to brush against Zhongli's cheek affectionately before reaching over the shell of his ear and the slope of his neck. Although he's already been taken care of, still relishing in the high of his orgasm, there's a nice tingle of not pleasure but something equally good-feeling that course through him as he feels out Zhongli through his fur rather than his skin. Perhaps it's simply the feeling of the other being there and being able to identify him as solid and real still. He doesn't want to find his grounding back in reality just yet, far too content to linger in the limbo between lucidity and the pleasure-induced haze of relaxation, but it's still wonderful to feel this person is currently present. Closing his eyes a moment he finally opens them again just as another tail slips around the nape old Zhongli neck to tug him back closer if he happened to go to pull back after the kids or simply encourage to keep him there as the total finally speaks with some semblance of sense again. ]

Very much. Now it's your turn to show me your expressions while you enjoy, hm~?

[ he's teasing... kind of, anyway. those eyes of his are very intrigued, as if anticipating something and it's certainly not simply to see how Zhongli might react to his words.]

Edited 2025-01-27 03:52 (UTC)